Not a good day ...

Just one of those days where nothing falls into place and you end up with a crazy urge to slam and bury your head into the wall.

Expectations ... I still can't handle them well. Being sucked helplessly into it and then being tormented by it. This emotional turmoil has blinded my eyes so I'm lost in the dark. It gagged my mouth so I couldn't call out for help. And it binded my hands and feet so I couldn't run away.

Let's hope I'll wake up to a better day ...